Blows come and they come.

So much has happened since I last wrote.

I've had 3 appointments with the physio now. Its going well, she explained some of what's going on with my body and the pain in terms I could understand - none of that doctor talk that I zone out to haha! I also started hydrotherapy this week and it's really exhausting but the warm water is heaven for the pain, so the price I pay after even out for the good it will hopefully bring. I really need some good.

It's the holidays now and I planned to try and get so much of my work done, to see if I can give myself a chance at making it through this semester only, (and i hate to say as usual, but -) as usual, another blow has come along to make things that much harder. I've never been to clubs, I've never been able and nor would I want to even if I was healthy... but it was someone who was a good friend of mine's 21st on Friday and everyone at the party decided they wanted to go out so off I went. Biggest mistake. My drink was spiked. Thanks to 2 old school friends the guy, who turned out to be 2 guys, didn't manage to get me out of there and they got me away from him thank god. I spent the night unconcious in hospital, having seizures, but it could have been so much worse. So I have crashed badly, nevermind... meh.

Leaving out all the details, because I won't go blurting things out on the internet, someone I thought was one of my best friends is no longer a friend. Its better to find out who your real friends are, as deeply as you might be hurt.

So I've got nothing done for uni at all so far, one week to go still...

I think I have the appointment at the gosford hospital pain clinic next Friday, I'm not sure, I've been waiting long over a year for it (closer to two) but it means going through everything all over again. It is so tiring...

On a brighter note I'm trying to get my rabbit Pixie pregnant with Benji, they're both like little dalmations and would have the most adorable babies :) Though I wont be keeping any of them if it happens.